i have been managing our provincial branch for more than a month now and its kind of rejuvenating at first. but, now, i'm kind of getting bored. i know i should have more time for myself (which is a LOT!) and more time to do the other things that i wanted to do again. but, i'm lacking the motivation. i'm sooo.. lazy! i want to get out more instead of just staying home. the thing is, eventhough i dont have a lot of things to do, my mind is very cluttered. my mind is out of focus. physically, even my vision is blurry now. i know what i want to do. i just dont have the courage to start. my mind keeps rambling on and on and on about different things that are going on with my life. i should list them down, wait, i have listed them down but i just keep staring at some of the things in my list. some i have done already, and the others... i dont know. maybe there's boredom mixed into it and a bit of loneliness. hmmm... loneliness? i don't know. maybe i am just truly bored.
i have to focus now. i feel like i am between two worlds and everything's a blur. my vision should come in focus soon. it should or i would be in limbo for awhile. and that's not a good place to be in.
i have to focus now. i feel like i am between two worlds and everything's a blur. my vision should come in focus soon. it should or i would be in limbo for awhile. and that's not a good place to be in.
