Friday, November 21, 2008

... on His plan for your mate ...



i got this from my friend's blog where she got it from her friend too. it inspired me and got me thinking that the waiting that i've been doing is truly worth it when in the end i would have the Perfect kind of LOVE that i've been looking for.

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ON HIS PLAN FOR YOUR MATE

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone, to a deep relationship with someone, to be loved thoroughly, and exclusively. But God to a christian says,

"No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and contented with being loved by Me, with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me, to have an intensely personal relationship that I have planned for you. You will never be united with one another until you are satisfied with Me, exclusive of any other desire or longings. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing. Allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing, one that you can't imagine. I want you to have the best! Please allow Me to bring it to you. Just keep watching Me, expect the greatest things, keep listening, and learning the things I tell you. You just wait...that's all...don't worry...Don't look around at the things others have gotten or that I have given them. Don't look at the things you want. Just keep looking off and away, up to Me, or you will miss what I want to show you. And when you are ready, I'll surprise you with a LOVE far more wonderful than you can dream. You cannot see it until you are ready ...and until the one I have for you is ready. (I'm working even at this moment to have you both ready at the same time). Until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me...and the LIFE I have planned for you...you won't be able to experience the LOVE that exemplifies your relationship with Me, and is thus PERFECT LOVE. I want to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me to enjoy materially and completely the Everlasting union of beauty, perfection and Love that I offer you. Know that I LOVE YOU utterly, believe and be satisfied..."

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

... lost and hidden ...

a thought.....

did you see me? no, i don't think anyone would see me. i'm good at hiding. being hidden is sometimes good. no one would bother you. you'll have the freedom to move around and no one would care. but, would you like that? like to have no one care for you? won't that be lonely? would you like to be alone? it won't be forever, right? being alone? did you choose to be alone? would that make you happy?

no, i don't want to be alone. but, sometimes, i have to be left alone for awhile. to find some time to think. to find myself. to be who i really am. to be the real me. i don't want to hide anymore. but i lost myself somewhere while living. now, i'm having a hard time looking for my pieces. where have i left me? where have i lost me? please understand. when i do leave, please do not look for me yet, for i will come back for sure. i just needed to look for me out there. i need to complete myself. i hope i will recognize myself when i'm complete. i promise i will come back. but, i also hope that you will recognize me too and not judge me for who i really am when i come back. because i don't want to hide anymore. it's so lonely being hidden. i don't want to be alone anymore.