Sunday, November 16, 2008

... lost and hidden ...

a thought.....

did you see me? no, i don't think anyone would see me. i'm good at hiding. being hidden is sometimes good. no one would bother you. you'll have the freedom to move around and no one would care. but, would you like that? like to have no one care for you? won't that be lonely? would you like to be alone? it won't be forever, right? being alone? did you choose to be alone? would that make you happy?

no, i don't want to be alone. but, sometimes, i have to be left alone for awhile. to find some time to think. to find myself. to be who i really am. to be the real me. i don't want to hide anymore. but i lost myself somewhere while living. now, i'm having a hard time looking for my pieces. where have i left me? where have i lost me? please understand. when i do leave, please do not look for me yet, for i will come back for sure. i just needed to look for me out there. i need to complete myself. i hope i will recognize myself when i'm complete. i promise i will come back. but, i also hope that you will recognize me too and not judge me for who i really am when i come back. because i don't want to hide anymore. it's so lonely being hidden. i don't want to be alone anymore.

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